so I am headed to Iowa on july 4th,to visit my mom...whom has been ill recently, and is still kinda out of it. Without going tinto detail right now...I just need to go see her.
Besides having to deal with seeing her, and what it does to me...I will get a chance to see my 1/2 sisters. I have 2 of them. I didn't even know I had a sister until I was 13. And I didn't know about the 2nd one until I was 18.
This will be the first time I have seen my oldest sister since I was in high school, and this will be the first time I have seen the other.
I have alot of emotions about this, especially since they want nothing to do with our mother.
So I will put on my actress face, and I am sure I will have some interesting stories to tell.
Wish me luck~
I am sure this doesnt make much sense....confused...well so is my life.